There once was a time where getting out of bed in the morning and facing the day was one of the hardest things to do. Given the mis-adventures that I have experienced within the last 5 years I would say that I had every right to feel that way.  I can't say all was bad.  There was obviously good times and some very low times.  I have been hurt in ways that I will never heal from even if I tried.  

I am slowly mending the wounds, the scars that have tormented me day in and day out.  My re occurring nightmares have subsided and now things are starting to look a lot brighter.  I can't say that my life is perfect. Yes, I still have troubles financially. Yes, I am going to have that fear of being hurt for the rest of my life. But hey, I am getting there.  

I am back in a place where I want to be.  I am surrounding myself with people and family that mean more to me than the years that have passed.  Don't dwell on the past... was something I have had to repeat to myself daily.  It is time to move on... what better way than starting a clean slate.

Thankful doesn't begin to express how I feel for Ryan, Jason, Crystal and Logan for giving me the strength to carry on even when I was in my lowest.  If it wasn't for those four "saviors"  I would probably be 6 feet under by now.

This is my journey to rebuild my life.

Come along for the ride.